With A Capital Z.

I theme my cleaning nights

that’s how pathetic my life is

tonight’s theme: 80s

pics to follow

the current state of my life

daveshumka:

• Tanning Chatum
• Charming Taintbomb
• Pâté Wingspan
• Lady Chatterley’s Drainbung
• Tranny Shamewang
• Shammy Diphthong
• Tuning Forkman
• Fanny Manhunt
• Fleming Chaisson
• Chauncey Trachea
• Chevy Chase-um
• Chummy Timtams
• Charlotte Trumpston
• Thad Catfat
• Saxby Chambliss
• Henning Mankell

Chummy Timtams

(via frezned)

MCS shows were so energetic and fun, mostly because of you! I understand that life takes us in new directions and I’m glad you spent the time you did with Motion City Soundtrack. You’ve changed music for me and I love you for it. Gonna miss you, T-Thax!

“Honey, your time is worth more than sleeping in your car. Find yourself a real job.” -Wednesday Wisdom, brought to you by the lunch lady at the school where I work

I walked about 3 miles and stopped at Safeway for a bottle of wine, now I am sitting on my yoga mat eating dairy free ice cream, drinking said wine, watching futurama and coloring in my Pixar coloring book. I could be doing way worse things to my body but I won’t.

What are we supposed to do when we don’t feel like we contribute anything to any part of society? Because I’m feeling like that right now and I just don’t know what I am supposed to do.

i’m an emotional wreck. i have cried five different times since i got home from work. weak little baby, that’s me

Sitting at home, wearing a dress and makeup… rating people on quickmatch on okcupid. When did this become my life? Why is this cuteness being wasted?

Wow.

So I’m on tumblr pretty frequently, as a time filler(waster). I knew it had been a while since I’d posted, but I hadn’t realized it was almost 4 months ago. SO much has happened in that time.I moved out of the crazy roommate situation and in to my best friend’s house. It was fun, we had a great time, but he ultimately couldn’t handle my relationship with the boy from Texas. It caused a rift between all three of us. The boys aren’t friends anymore. Texas and I were not together for about 2 weeks, one of those weeks I was in Mexico. My best friend and I grew apart as well; he blamed me for ruining his friendship with Texas while I blamed him for ruining my relationship. We fought through it and ended up okay for the most part. Except for the part where I chose to move out of his house because he did not want Texas in his house and Texas didn’t really want to be there either. I was with a person that I could never see. So my solution was to move. I found an apartment in North Seattle, it’s the cutest place. It might be a bit of a commute but getting to drive into the sunrise on my morning commute and into the sunset on my way home makes it worth the drive. Getting to sleep with Texas often is fantastic. I would say that he and I would have pretty good chances at a long term relationship if… he hadn’t potentially gotten a job that will keep him on the road for 3-6 months. I just don’t think a relationship that is only essentially 3 months in the making could survive that much time apart. So we are making the most of the little time we have, hanging out often and giggling and just having fun. He leaves for Baltimore on the 8th of March, or maybe the 1st if he decides to go to Toronto to visit a friend before the job starts. I’m sad, but excited at the prospect of dating again. I need to work on making myself more presentable to the male population.

Phew. So that’s it. Word/emotionbarf. I hope it won’t be another 4 months before I update again.